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**Three years later and I'm back bitches, jk I love you guys...sooo uhm yeah hope you can forgive me for me kinda...vanishing, but I'm out of school now so I should be here to stay ^^** The ride home was a little bit awkward mostly Matt and Killbane asking over and over again if I wanted this or if I wanted that. And as much as I like to be humble I decided to take their offer and I was happy to get starbucks and mcdonalds out of it, I have no shame. "So love, you still good to make a pillow fort when we get back?" Matt asked brushing hair behind my ear then kissing my cheek gingerly. "As long as I get to snuggle up to you once it's built

*Sorry I keep taking so long* *Matt's pov*   (Y/N) was finally out if the hospital and ready to go home. I was so happy she was all better, while she was gone her side if the bed was so cold making me miss her even more, which would then make me go back to the hospital to stay the night with her. Not that I minded that though, the pure excitement and happiness on her face when she would wake up to find me there was enough to make me forget about sleeping in the sitting position. God unloved here.    "Matt am all ready to go now".(Y/N) said holding my hand.    "Right this way m'lady" I said opening her room door.    "Shall I cal you

*Im sorry I keep taking so long to continue T_T* Matt's Pov~ Why? Why did this half to happen? Why her? Why not me?! Thoughts screamed in my mind as I rush alongside the hospital gurney where (Y/N) lay. I should have kept her close to me, maybe then that bullet would be in my stomach and not hers. "(Y-Y/N) p-please stay with me, I can't loose you" I said clutching her hand stained with blood and now tears. "Mr. Miller I'm afraid you'll need to wait out her wile we clean her wounds" The nurse said attempting to restrain me from (Y/N). "S-she's my girlfriend, c-can't I stay with her?" I asked in a shaken broken tone. "I'm sorry sir but th